What Shall We Do Next?

This is where I write my thoughts and opinions on matters of life and share with you some life lessons that I believe you can use to your own advantages of learning and how to always fight for what's right. Good Luck! "For No good deed goes unpunished. ~Dominic Tzimisces"

March 6, 2014 10:42 pm
casslaroo:

I’m so ugly I crack mirrors. 😘

No you’re NOT!!!! You are fucking ADORABLE!!!!!!! :)

casslaroo:

I’m so ugly I crack mirrors. 😘

No you’re NOT!!!! You are fucking ADORABLE!!!!!!! :)

10:39 pm 10:34 pm

fourismydoctor:

I reblog this every time I see it, no question.

Heck Yeah!

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10:25 pm
katrinarosa:

flashe-s:

therealbarbielifts:

eatcleanmakechanges:

i-will-get-lean:

lordstilllovesme:

#transformationtuesday I understand that some of you may think I look better on the left. I completely understand that, but I would have to firmly disagree. Considering I weighed in at 98 lbs this morning, I felt it was time for a progress picture. The girl on the left would go on five mile runs and half hour elliptical sessions every day. The girl on the left would eat an apple, a cup of oatmeal, and buckets of coffee a day, thinking that that would be enough to sustain a healthy lifestyle. The girl on the left hid away in her bedroom looking up recipes on Pinterest that she knew she would never recreate. The girl on the left made her mom throw up from heartbreak when she stepped on the scale and showed her mom how low her weight had gotten. The girl on the left made her family miserable. The girl on the left threw a tantrum when her mom asked her to have a glass of milk. The girl on the left stuffed food into her socks when her parents were not looking. The girl on the left was dying. I never want to be the girl on the left again. Today, I am the girl on the right. The girl on the right laughs and smiles. The girl on the right goes out to the movies with her mom. The girl on the right participates in the dinner conversation. The girl on the right challenges herself everyday. The girl on the right gets to eat pints of ice cream. The girl on the right has a future. The girl on the right is going to fall in love and have kids one day. The girl on the right is who I choose to be. The girl on the right is who I choose to be every day for the rest of my life. I am not weight restored, but I think I look pretty damn good. I can HONESTLY say I like how my body looks in the second picture better than in the first. Just look at the facial difference. And am I fat? ABSOLUTELY NOT. I am getting healthy! I will never go back to the girl on the left.

I am in tears

Stop scrolling and read this

Perfect

This is so inspiring and perfect. YOU are perfect.

So fucking proud of you, and everyone like you <3 

And we’re sure you were perfect even before the girl on the left :)I am an older sister of a thirteen year old whom doesn’t even weigh 90 lbs… I worry for her every day, but no matter how many times I or our mom tell her that she is beautiful. It makes me almost cry because I feel as if I failed her. I didn’t worry about being super skinny because like my mom and my sister it’s hard to KEEP weight ON myself. It’s a type of anorexia that we were born with as premie babies of over 3 months and being born unhealthily ill. I myself had to ride a bike for at a minimum of 10 miles a day for every summer just to keep myself healthy, but when I find a girl that keeps trying to lose weight when I am darn sure that she is under weight I can keep myself from yelling at her and calling her ridiculous for wanting to be photoshopped. The, when the yell back at how ugly they are, i tell them my story and they almost cry. Granted this is an exquisitely short version, but it’s hard to explain that to my sister because she doesn’t have to try to lose the weight. Although, she also doesn’t realize why she gets seriously ill when she does… What I mean by all of this sweetie and all the sweeties out there, is YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!! And that I AM PROUD OF WHOM ALL OF YOU ARE FOR WHAT YOU ARE AS A HEALTHY GROWING GIRL!!!!!!!! There! I yelled at all of you at once! :)

katrinarosa:

flashe-s:

therealbarbielifts:

eatcleanmakechanges:

i-will-get-lean:

lordstilllovesme:

#transformationtuesday I understand that some of you may think I look better on the left. I completely understand that, but I would have to firmly disagree. Considering I weighed in at 98 lbs this morning, I felt it was time for a progress picture. The girl on the left would go on five mile runs and half hour elliptical sessions every day. The girl on the left would eat an apple, a cup of oatmeal, and buckets of coffee a day, thinking that that would be enough to sustain a healthy lifestyle. The girl on the left hid away in her bedroom looking up recipes on Pinterest that she knew she would never recreate. The girl on the left made her mom throw up from heartbreak when she stepped on the scale and showed her mom how low her weight had gotten. The girl on the left made her family miserable. The girl on the left threw a tantrum when her mom asked her to have a glass of milk. The girl on the left stuffed food into her socks when her parents were not looking. The girl on the left was dying. I never want to be the girl on the left again. Today, I am the girl on the right. The girl on the right laughs and smiles. The girl on the right goes out to the movies with her mom. The girl on the right participates in the dinner conversation. The girl on the right challenges herself everyday. The girl on the right gets to eat pints of ice cream. The girl on the right has a future. The girl on the right is going to fall in love and have kids one day. The girl on the right is who I choose to be. The girl on the right is who I choose to be every day for the rest of my life. I am not weight restored, but I think I look pretty damn good. I can HONESTLY say I like how my body looks in the second picture better than in the first. Just look at the facial difference. And am I fat? ABSOLUTELY NOT. I am getting healthy! I will never go back to the girl on the left.

I am in tears

Stop scrolling and read this

Perfect

This is so inspiring and perfect. YOU are perfect.

So fucking proud of you, and everyone like you <3 

And we’re sure you were perfect even before the girl on the left :)
I am an older sister of a thirteen year old whom doesn’t even weigh 90 lbs… I worry for her every day, but no matter how many times I or our mom tell her that she is beautiful. It makes me almost cry because I feel as if I failed her. I didn’t worry about being super skinny because like my mom and my sister it’s hard to KEEP weight ON myself. It’s a type of anorexia that we were born with as premie babies of over 3 months and being born unhealthily ill. I myself had to ride a bike for at a minimum of 10 miles a day for every summer just to keep myself healthy, but when I find a girl that keeps trying to lose weight when I am darn sure that she is under weight I can keep myself from yelling at her and calling her ridiculous for wanting to be photoshopped. The, when the yell back at how ugly they are, i tell them my story and they almost cry. Granted this is an exquisitely short version, but it’s hard to explain that to my sister because she doesn’t have to try to lose the weight. Although, she also doesn’t realize why she gets seriously ill when she does… What I mean by all of this sweetie and all the sweeties out there, is YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!! And that I AM PROUD OF WHOM ALL OF YOU ARE FOR WHAT YOU ARE AS A HEALTHY GROWING GIRL!!!!!!!! There! I yelled at all of you at once! :)

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10:13 pm

artemispotter:

I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS FOR SO LONG OMG

YES!!!!

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10:12 pm

thefaceshekeepsinajarbythedoor:

policymic:

Watch: What Syria’s war would look like here

What would it be like if the U.S. was war torn like Syria? A new video by international NGO Save the Children imagines just that, through the eyes of a young girl:

The disturbing video features shots of the girl as she goes about her normal life over the course of a year. The video begins and ends with the child celebrating her birthday. Between shots, we see how her life changes dramatically as war ravages her country.

Follow policymic

THIS IS SO IMPORTANT WHY DOES IT ONLY HAVE 32 NOTES

45,197 Notes now! :)

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10:10 pm

newttscamanders:

spbell:

ifuckedmartinfreeman:

I’M GOING TO FUCKING CRY HOLY SHIT

FRED!!!!!!!! :(

why does Ron look weird

He’s in shock silly!

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10:09 pm

Yes, think of these questions…

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9:52 pm
wanderthewood:

Stourhead Gardens, Wiltshire, England by treehouse1977

OMGOODNESS!!!! There&#8217;s a scene in Pride and prejudice with Knightly and it&#8217;s taken at the place!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wanderthewood:

Stourhead Gardens, Wiltshire, England by treehouse1977

OMGOODNESS!!!! There’s a scene in Pride and prejudice with Knightly and it’s taken at the place!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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9:50 pm
spacybeefjerky:

spacybeefjerky:

bethanyactually:

spacybeefjerky:

diaryofageekygirl:

spacybeefjerky:

My friend’s daughter has gone missing, so to help the cause and spread the word, get her face out there on Tumblr, I am putting this out there
Every five notes, I will record a cover video for my Youtube Channel, all in the name of a good cause.

I don’t know if I have any followers in that area - but - check it - lost needs to be found, yea?

Super mucho thank you broseph.

Michaela Wells happens to be Miss Teen Nebraska, and police say there is no evidence she was abducted or that she’s in danger, but they also don’t think she ran away. Omaha is my hometown so I felt compelled to reblog this.

I happen to have mutual friends with the family and the Bellevue police now believe she may be “slightly” in danger, but they are still gathering evidence and tracking down tips and leads. Either way, she’s a minor missing from home, and deserves to be safe and with her family.
Thanks so much for reblogging! &lt;3

Since this has gotten so many notes, I’m going to reblog for the fourth song, and its going to be an original.
Prayers and thoughts for her and her family are greatly appreciated. Thanks so much, guys. :)

spacybeefjerky:

spacybeefjerky:

bethanyactually:

spacybeefjerky:

diaryofageekygirl:

spacybeefjerky:

My friend’s daughter has gone missing, so to help the cause and spread the word, get her face out there on Tumblr, I am putting this out there

Every five notes, I will record a cover video for my Youtube Channel, all in the name of a good cause.

I don’t know if I have any followers in that area - but - check it - lost needs to be found, yea?

Super mucho thank you broseph.

Michaela Wells happens to be Miss Teen Nebraska, and police say there is no evidence she was abducted or that she’s in danger, but they also don’t think she ran away. Omaha is my hometown so I felt compelled to reblog this.

I happen to have mutual friends with the family and the Bellevue police now believe she may be “slightly” in danger, but they are still gathering evidence and tracking down tips and leads. Either way, she’s a minor missing from home, and deserves to be safe and with her family.

Thanks so much for reblogging! <3

Since this has gotten so many notes, I’m going to reblog for the fourth song, and its going to be an original.

Prayers and thoughts for her and her family are greatly appreciated. Thanks so much, guys. :)

August 27, 2013 1:44 am

If You’re Reading This….

You know, when you feel an empty kiss and not want to have sex with someone you thought you wanted to spend the rest of your life with and then realize you were actually suppressing your unhappiness for at least a year… You tend to die a little inside because you know you’re not good enough because you’ve run out of love for the person that was so strong so long ago. Then you cry for months because you know you’re going to break their heart, but instead of telling them the whole truth (just like a mommy, yes) you protect them with a version that is nicer because you still care and can’t bare them being upset. Then, hoping every morning for the rest of your life, you hope they find someone twice as better as you ever were for them because you’ll feel guilty until they do. So don’t you dare tell me how I feel, or what I should do, because you know what? I’m looking out for their future of being a husband/wife to someone that loves them as much as he/she loves them. They’ve got a lot to learn and I wish him/her well on the journey. And if he/she EVER needs help, it’ll always be here unconditionally. And this is the last I have to say on this matter. Except for one thing… You’re not going to tell them this because then they’ll never learn to let go… And they’ll be like me… In love with the one person that she could never get over from because the purity of happiness that was extended from that one person, that made her feel alive for the first time in her life, and didn’t feel like she was faking pleasure, she didn’t wait long enough for… And then they’re gone… forever…. because they never knew…

And still,

Forever still….

I’ll be waiting just for you

Because…

I love you…

April 8, 2013 10:13 pm

In Time Gone By

I realize I haven’t posted in an exquisitely long time, but I’ve been up to things! For one, my severe health problems have gotten much worse. Second, I moved… twice! Again. (insert sigh here) Although, I have learned things as well! How about I share them.

In the past four moths or so, many things have come upon me. The first was the realization, I’m a senior! It’s actually more scary that the common thought of “Yes! I’m finally done with school!” It’s the kind of I’m a senior in high school realization that smacks you upside the hide and tells you to go get a job because you’re about to have to start paying for even more school and, low and behold…. Bills! Woot! (Not really) Anyways! The second part of the learning process throughout this is, there’s not much time left when grandma’s getting old. (And she doesn’t drink anymore so she’s the sweet kind of grandma now! Yay!!!) The third part of all of this is (Drum roll please!) My Gem and I finally hit a year on the 25th of February! It was the first date where we didn’t go out. Instead we stayed at my place cuddling and watching movies… and yes, I fell asleep! It was just so dang nice… 

Sorry, I got sidetracked in La la Land! One of the final things I learned though was that no matter how much someone you care about puts you through, you can’t help but still love them. For the past year or so now, we’ve been getting robbed and it’s just driving my father mad beyond compare. There’s been a bit of screaming and fighting and quite a few tears on both ends, but despite all the anger, frustration, pain, and bonding moments of tears, he’s still my father and we still care about each other only a father and a daughter can. In that kind of bond. The senior year realization hit me harder when I realized that I’m not going to be able to take care of my father anymore despite the fighting, but no matter how dependent he can be, I know he’ll at least be forced to visit because he can’t stand being alone. And I do love him for that. 

These are the small yet bigger things I’ve learned this past absence of time gone by.image

November 18, 2012 6:42 pm

This is the official ‘i care’ symbol. This is how it works:
Basically you reblog this, and your followers know that you care and that they can message you about anything anon or not and you will reply back or at least look at their message. If you care about your followers please reblog.

i care

This is the official ‘i care’ symbol. This is how it works:

Basically you reblog this, and your followers know that you care and that they can message you about anything anon or not and you will reply back or at least look at their message. If you care about your followers please reblog.

i care

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October 9, 2012 8:59 pm
Untitled: Braughafet

jaydehembd:

To those of you who ever read my “blogs” as you non-hipsters call it, I would like you all to know that I’m in love with a girl who is about 5’4” with loooooooooong brown-gold hair and has the most captivating whiskey eyes you will ever see. I love her more than every blessed breath I take and…

You silly woman! Of course she would! ;) (Get it! I’m being… Funny? lol )

8:17 pm

Mistakes! Oh NO!

(No tab here!) Oh YES! EVERYONE makes mistakes! There is not a format to this post because this post is about making mistakes! I believe that the species of humans share something between all of us! What might that be you say? MISTAKES! Humans also share a love/hate relationship with mistakes! Don’t you dare tell me that you don’t love mistakes either! Every cannot not love mistakes because how else will we learn?! Who was the first person to ever make a mistake? How did they learn? No one told them not to because they were the first to do it! I make mistakes all the time! Yes, even I, make grammar and spelling mistakes ALL the time! For those of you whom I know like to point out my writing mistakes because they know how much they bug my OCD self, THANK YOU! I also have a love/hate relationship with being corrected! How else will people learn what’s right and wrong when no one is there to tell them so (and that’s if they even ask if it is or not!) without “mistakes” being here to help us broaden our minds and learn?! Here are a couple examples of my most recent mistakes (I’ll even format it for you! :) ):

My Father 

     I make mistakes all the time when it comes to my father (especially when he’s being a hypocrite) just about every day! Sometimes I forget to lock the door in the mornings! Ok! There you go!

HOLD UP! There’s one more thing we need to discuss before we go one with examples! Mistakes are very specific creatures!!! If you can’t admit that you did them you will NEVER learn from them! Admit your mistakes, and out loud too!!!

Jayde

I say the wrong things to Jayde all the time and she’s more important to me than writing, music, and all things I love combined! She’s my best friend, and my one and only, and still, I completely screw up! (A lot) Sometimes I take a few things a little too seriously or personally even though my mind is screaming at me not to, but they still hurt for some reason. Sometimes I do the same to her though. In fact, I make so many mistakes that we fight at least once a week! (Usually they’re just miscommunication [ <—- I made a mistake purposely!] though!) I love her because no matter how much crap we put on each other, we’ve never split up! Even with my mental breakdowns and her OCD overdoses and panic attacks because she has anxiety. (Mainly because she’s so cute and adorable and wonderful to the point that I just can’t stay mad at her even if I want to and should be!) In fact, I made a major mistake last night! (I can’t tell you all because it’s really personal, but she knows what I mean…)

My Mother  

I get mad at my mother quite a bit because she yells at me for not calling her, but she doesn’t call me… Sometimes around 9-11pm I stay up on school nights just waiting for her to call… It’s quite depressing yes, and I hope she still reads my Tumblr posts because I honestly don’t have the “balls” to tell her this myself because I know she’ll hang up on me and get hurt and I don’t particularly enjoy it when she’s hurting. Don’t get me wrong! I love my mother dearly, but because of miscommunications [ <—- I did it again! Man, this should be a word! Where’s Merriam Webster when you need to tell him of a word that needs to become one?!] My point is is that I make the mistake of not telling her what’s really important and not calling her because I’m waiting for her to call? (It’s not fun if you can relate) I should really talk to my mother more, but for those of you whom understand, what do you say to a mom who is sensitive, softhearted, and already has enough problems than dealing with you calling her a hypocrite?! I sure don’t know! Maybe she can tell me after she reads this! (I hope…) 

Myself

I make mistakes by myself more than with anyone else! Many things I have always had problems with is being honest with myself and self confidence, but I also don’t want to sound arrogant or over confident! Sometimes I lie to myself about being happy because I’m afraid of my own problems. Some days I even pity myself and that’s just not that healthy! Oh dear! We’re getting a little personal! There’s another one! Let’s move on…

I think you understand my point! Or, at least I’d hope you would by now! I guess what I’m trying to say is that we all make mistakes and should probably learn from them and not ignore them! Love everyone and be careful whom you trust! You don’t have to trust everyone to love them of course, but love people for whom they are and what they could become! Humans may seem hopeless, but really, it’s just mistakes that humanity has to learn from!

P.S.! You all should watch the musical RENT, and if you have, kudos to you! Welcome to the world of learning from mistakes! (Besides the fact that I’ve had the songs “Seasons of Love” and “Take Me or Leave Me” stuck in my head for the past two weeks!